Perhaps I should just say goodbye and walk away.

I am offended so deeply by the lack of Comments on my last journal entry.
So I've decided to create a live journal.
And maybe people will comment on it.
That and Marissa is going to make HER LJ friends only,
cause her dad read it and she got in a lot of trouble,
and she said I could still read it if I made an account.
But I'm not telling you the name!
Muhahahah! That way I can be honest, and you guys won't know!
And so I don't have a repeat incident like the Rant one involving Liz.
I like where my head is.

So there!
Take that!

Arydegn, Lord of Air Pressure Ossilations

Well, that was it. I had my 2nd english final today, which was my last real final..
Tommorow I have publications, which I think we're partying in,
and (of course) Study hall.

I saw Revenge of the Sith a second time today. In the context of the "i" / "I" philosphy that Steve, the TV scriptwriting teacher presents, the whole force thing is awesome. Jedi = "I", Sith = "i". It comes apparent quickly and the quotes from it are also awesome.

I will miss Steve, an awesome teacher, and I got a book of Hero Quotes too! Yay!
It will cheer me up a lot in my darkest hours.

Quote of the Every so often: "Only Sith deal in Absolutes" (-Obi Wan)

Analysis: Said in to response to "If your not with me, your my Enemy" (-Darth Vader/Anakin), and its true. Given any situation where people disagree, to polarize people leads to dehumanization, demonization, and usually sophmoric comments.
Example: Abortion. Very few people are purely pro-choice or Pro-life, and usually lie inbetween and will say things like "Well, no, you should restrict it so it isn't used instead of birth control" and "Well, if they are raped, I guess its okay" and that sorta thing. People polarize everyone though, calling them "murders" whatever. This is also a form of Demonization, which often leads to violence in some form, like bombing clinics.
Additionally, the absolute "Might is Right" fueled World War I, which killed millions of innocent people. The Absolute "All Jews deserve death" lead to the shameless massacre of millions upon millions of people during World War II.
The word is not absolute, to say that it is only leads to conflict. Don't be arrogant, join the Jedi!


-Ryagend, Lord of Bottom Quarks

I need guidance.

I'm at a turning point in my life, where everyone around me as given me almost all they can.

Its my turn to lead.

I need direction though, inspiration. So I can help those I have helped so much.

I need to take this life of mine to the next level, forward.

I need guidance.
Someone who will shove me off in the right direction.

ABOUT YOU
Your full name: Tarold Gr****n Adams
Age: 15
Height: Dunno
Natural hair colour: Dark brown
Eye colour: Keeps changing
Number of siblings: 3
Glasses/contacts?: For readin', yeah
Piercings: Never
Tattoos: Never
Braces?: Sadly

FAVOURITE
Colour: Red, Silly
Band: Tom Waits, he is awesome
Song: Jockey Full of Bourbon
Stuffed animal: One of my (many) stuffed Dragons
Video game: Everquest 2 (I win!)
TV show: Ed, Edd, and Eddy (what? They're awesome!)
Movie: I'm not much of a movie person
Book: The Elegant Universe
Food: American
Game on a cell phone: Snake
CD cover: I work in Mp3s, thank you. My dad buys/burns the CDs to Mp3s, so I never see them
Flower: I dunno what its called, but its cool
Scent: Liz (I'm trying to quit!) and Peppermint
Animal: Wolf (Woof)
Comic book: Dork Tower!! And/or Foxtrot and Dilbert
Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch, but I generally don't eat cereal.
Website: [link] I like e-mail
Cartoon: FUTURAMA!!!

DO YOU
Play an instrument?: Cello, all the way! ^__^
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: Very little TV
Like to sing?: When no ones listening, sure
Have a job?: Nope
Have a cell phone?: Yes, but YOU don't get the number
Like to play sports?: Only Jousting and Sword fighting. And I don't know how to joust
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: >.< Until Recently... and it wasn't really before that
Have a crush on someone?: Yeah, but I don't stand a chance
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: Nope.
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: Our Computers double as TVs so yes
Have any special talents/skills?: Yes. I love Science
Excercise daily?: Mhmm
Like school?: Depends on the class

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?: Not very well... And not the tune backwords
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: Yep
Speak any other languages?: Mais non! Je ne parle pas francais! Et tres mal!
Go a day without food?: Yes. But I'm usually really sick so I don't notice.
Stay up for more than 24 hours?: Yes, but then I am zombified
Read music, not just tabs?: Yes I can
Roll your tongue?: Better believe it

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?: Never
Cried to get out of trouble?: Can't cry on cue
Gotten lost in your city?: Nope. I don't go anywhere
Seen a shooting star?: They are really common, duh
Been to any other countries besides the united states?: France, Japan, Canada
Had a serious surgery?: No. I get my wisdom teeth pulled this summer though T.T Someone save me
Stolen something important to someone else?: Nope
Solved a rubiks cube?: I don't get what all the hype was about... it was kinda easy
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: Nope
Cried over a girl?: Yes, oh god yes
Cried over a boy?: No. Never dated one or been close enough to one to do so
Kissed a random stranger?: Not once
Hugged a random stranger?: Never ever
Been in a fist fight?: Not really...
Been arrested?: Nope
Done drugs?: Only prescription. And they were prescribed to ME for ME and >I< used them
Had alcohol?: Nope
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: I hate that when it does it though
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: When I was little
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: not dumb enough
swore at your parents?: Nope
Been to warped tour?: What?
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: No, give me a break
Been in love?: Yeah, but she forced me to kill it
Been close to love?: Yes, technically
Been to a casino?: Not a foot in vegas
Ran over an animal and killed it?: Can't drive >.<
Broken a bone?: Fractured my hand at one point.. didn't even get a cast
Gotten stitches?: Can't say I have
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?: Ow... no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?: I don't like milk much
Made homemade muffins?: No, I don't like muffins
Bitten someone?: Only softly
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: 16/4 times
More than 5 times?: Yes
Been to niagra falls?: Yep
Burped in someones face?: Not that I remember
Gotten the chicken pox?: Yeppo

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth: This Morn'
Went to the bathroom: Couple a minutes ago
Saw a movie in theaters: Last Friday! HitchHikers Guide, baby
Read a book: >.< Darned Mrs. Dalloway!
Had a snow day: Not that I remember
Had a party: D&D parties practically every weekend
Had a slumber party: Yes
Made fun of someone: Yeah, but I've grown out of it. I tease people now
Tripped in front of someone: Awhile ago
Went to the grocery store: Safeway for lunch
Got sick: Ulcer like thing a couple a weeks ago
Cursed: Not long ago

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables: vegetables!
Black/white: White
Lights on/lights off: Candle light, lights off
TV/movie: TV
Car/truck: Car
Body spray/lotion: Lotion
Cash/check: check
Pillows/blankets: blankets
Headache/stomach ache: headache
Paint/charcoal: charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food: Mexican!
Summer/winter: Winter
Snow/rain: SNOW
Fog/misty: Misty
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: Meat
Boy/girl: Girlz are hot XP
Chocolate/vanilla: Vanilla
Sprinkles/icing: Sprinkles
Cake/pie: Cake
French toast/french fries: French Fries
Strawberries/blueberries: Strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: Ocean
Hugs/kisses: Hugs AND Kisses are best. But kisses
Cookies/muffins: cookies
Wallet/pocket: wallet
Window/door: Door
Emo/goth: I'm such a nerd, I'm neither
Pink/purple: Pink
Cat/dog: Dog Woof
Long sleeve/short sleeve: short
Pants/shorts: PANTS, I hate shorts
Winter break/spring break: Spring Break
Spring/autumn: Spring
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds
Moon/mars: Lunar Satellite

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?: Define friend...
Do you have a best friend?: Have lots of very close friends...
Have you ever liked one of your friends?: If you don't like them, how can they be your friend? Oh! That sorta like... yes, and we dated for awhile too
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: Guys >.< Girls are not common dorks
Have you ever lost a friend?: no
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?: Yep
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?: I dunno
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?: Rarely
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?: No one instance sticks out
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?: No one instance sticks out
Do you miss any of your old friends?: Kinda
What friend have you known the longest?: Hope probally
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?: Yes, yes I do
If so, what is it?: I'm really mean to poor Emily...
How often do you spend time with your friends?: All the time!
Do any of your friends drive?: Yes, they are awesome
Has a friend of yours ever died?: Never, I'm a good luck charm!
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?: Sung tetris while half awake and on a caffiene high at stupid o'clock in the morning under the pool table, tangled hopelessly in a blanket
What do you think your friends think of you?: I'm fairly certain they respect and like me.

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?: Yes!
If you have, with who?: Liz and Hope at one time, but thats long ago
Are you single?: T.T Sadly
Are you in a relationship?: Can't say I am
If so, for how long?: I've not been in a relationship for probally a good month now or something
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: Yes. I do. Somewhere. My head itches now...
What is your idea of the best date: A movie, lots of cuddling, dinner, conversation..
What was your first kiss like?: I was blown away... It was like an out of body experience, except I was in my body...
How old were you when you got your first kiss?: 15
Do you think love is a load of shit?: Nope.
Whats the best experience youve ever had with the opposite sex?: Sharing love, the deep kind not the "your body is sexy, lets fuck" love stuff
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: Yeppo
Have you ever been dumped?: Sadly
Have you ever dumped someone?: Against my honor. I agreed to it, I must stay loyal
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?: Um... Cuddled them?

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers: pink bunny slippers
Hat: Head
Hard: Metal
Free: Space (as in room)
Space: Physics!
Taste: Good
Good charlotte: I've never heard that before..
Red: Blood
Deep: Water
Heart: Love
Cord: strangle
Cheese: gouda
Rain: confortable
Work: ow
Pedal: flower
Head: ow...
Bed: Sleep
Fluff: Pillow
Hardcore: Hardware
Race: Finish
Knife: Slash
Jump: Off

I....
want: a lover T.T How can I live now that I know what I'm without!?
need: something to distract me..
crave: love I'm addicted, aren't I?
love: You
hate: guys who get girls pregnant then ditch them.. it really pisses me off
did: eat the cookies in the cookie jar (not really!)
feel: Lonely
miss: Incredibly attractive man!
am annoyed by: Shallow Men
would rather: be happy
am tired of: Conflict over abortion
will always: love you, not matter what you say

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?: I dunno
What time is it now?: 7:49 Pm
What day is it?: Thursday
Whens the last time you called someone?: A long long time ago
How much money do you have right now?: $170 or something...
Are you hungry?: Nope
Whatcha doin?: Procrastinating homework
Do you like parades?: Not really...
Do you like the moon?: Yes, I do
What are you going to do when youre done with this?: Homework
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?: Yeah, same with all words
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: To FLY
Have you ever had a picnic?: Yep
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?: one of those whats?
What about sock em boppers?: What nows?
Are you wearing any socks right now?: Yes I am

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?: Depends on your sense of humor
pretty?: Yes. I do. I'm egotistical now too
sarcastic?: Depends
lazy?: Lots of times
hyper?: Depends
friendly?: I try to be best I can
evil?: Hehe, not that anyone is expecting...
smart?: Mhmm
strong?: Middle ground
talented?: Yeppo
dorky?: I'm dorkier then you even KNOW

-Nedyarg, so there